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wtf is with me and men.

  • Feb. 6th, 2009 at 10:00 AM
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Okay. I'm getting kind of sick of it.
Every guy I date is an asshole lol.
They either end up having a girlfriend or end up cheating on me or they just want me for my body, which isn't really that great.
My boobs are just twice the size of me.
So really I fail.
I know that everyone says oh they don't deserve you blah blah blah blah blah.
That's bullshit because I think I probably do deserve people like that.
It's also bullshit because my friends will say it and you know that they're just supposed to say it.
So basically I probably do deserve guys like that because my life is already bawlz why not make it worse?
Thanks God.
LAWL.
But in all seriousness I was being serious.

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I have no life anymore.

  • Jan. 31st, 2009 at 9:13 PM
meeee
I really don't.
I'm basically at Dowling all day and on Tuesdays I'm there til 11 at night.
I'm even there on Saturdays.
The only day I'm not there is Sunday.
I don't sleep anymore, because well I really don't know why.
It's just not happening for me.
The only time I'll get sleep is during the day when I feel like I should be doing something somewhat productive, but I can't because I'm too exhausted and I end up crashing at the end of the week.
I also hate men. I've dated two men.  Both of them did the same thing to me. Ended up having girlfriends.
That's always good.
Also another reason as to why I hate men is because they mostly just want me for my body. lolol.
I'm completely serious though.
I wish I was still in high school, I didn't have this whole guy problem then.
Well that's my rant for today.
I have no lifeeeee

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YAY I WROTE A SONG

  • Nov. 12th, 2008 at 1:03 PM
meeee
Okay so yesterday I wrote a song.  It isn't anything amazing but it's pretty catchy, and once I record it I'll let you guys know.
I'm not giving out any of the words until it is complete =].
Anyway, today was meh.
I went to class and got my midterm back...that was a fail. LOL.
The whole class failed it, I got a seventeen, and yes that is out of 100.
=].
Anyway everything was pretty good other than that...I still have tonight to look forward to, not that I'm doing anything. haha

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  • Nov. 9th, 2008 at 2:27 PM
meeee
Honestly, I really dislike life right now.
Completely.
My mom is always bitching at me.
Guys are assholes.
Class sucks.
Work sucks.
Everything fucking sucks.
I want to move far away from Long Island and never come back.

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  • Feb. 6th, 2008 at 6:21 PM
meeee
 Today hasn't been a good day.
Well...it was until I got home.
I don't know, I'm just done with people, if you don't care about me then don't talk to me.
It's as simple as that.
I'm sick of my family.
They've been assholes lately, I know that my dad lost his job...but it's things could only get better.
My family just takes all their shit out on me.
It's ridiculous.
I have class and work.
I'm gone the whole day.
I think today might be my emotional breakdown of the year.
ughh. fuck my life

Life has been hectic.

  • Jan. 30th, 2008 at 10:09 PM
meeee

I started classes today, which isn't too bad because I only had one and it's with my favorite professor ever XD.
So I was good with that.
But then I had work from 3-9 and this crazy lady flipped out on me, two of my bosses, and another employee.
Good times.
We all made fun of her when she left lmao.
But I have 4 classes tomorrow, the first one starting at 8 something and the last one ending at 8 something.
ugh.
hopefully they'll be short.
my boss wants me to come in if i end class early...i'm like NO! NOT GONNA HAPPEN!
hahah.
I've been happy though, which is always good.
I think i'm just happy because Rob is my valentine XD
Okay that's it, I might update soon, I don't know though.
Good luck with the spring semester everyone

I figured I might as well post...

  • Dec. 26th, 2007 at 1:40 PM
meeee

Sorry that I haven't been posting lately, it's just been really hectic.
My dad was let go at his job, they're "re organizing".  Re-organizing my ass.
I'll tell my close friends more about this if they IM me.
I'm not posting anything on here.
Anyways, despite that my christmas was pretty amazing.
I got basically everything I wanted, I still want an ipod nano, but I dont have enough money for it =[.
I'm actually thinking about getting an 80gb ipod because it's cheaper.
Well blaire's was cheaper.
I just kinda want the red one =[.
But I have to wait until after I get my text books for next semester to actually spent money, because text books are EXTREMELY expensive.
So I have to do that, and then I'll start saving money for my ipod.
Hopefully my dad will get a new job soon.
I hope everyone had a good holiday =]
Love,
X

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This is an update of my life.

  • Dec. 5th, 2007 at 8:46 PM
meeee
Thursday night I had work and I got a text from Caitlin saying that her and amber were going to kidnap me.
But I'm not easy to kidnap.
Anyways I leave work and I see her car outside my house, so I texted her and was like are you infront of my house? because I wasn't sure.
Well it was her and they had no idea where I was lmao.
We ended up finding a puppy that night, his name was Mr. Happy Puppy Sprinkles.
He was a cute little westie.
We were going to keep him.
We actually were planning to go to petco on Friday, but we didn't.
Instead Caitlin picked me up at around 1030ish? and we went to the bank, where the bank lady made me feel stupid.
Then we went to Amber's to get Amber and Mr. Happy Puppy Sprinkles.
We took Mr. Happy Puppy Sprinkles to Caitlins to feed him, and he threw up all over her car and at Caitlin's house.
The puppy was sick =[[[[
So we ended up taking him to the animal shelter later that day, where the lady gave us an attitude. >.<
So we no longer have a puppy =[[ 
Friday night, we went to Bri's where we ate lots of dominos.
Well I ate a whole box of kickers and two slices of pizza and I was still hungry after lmao.
But we went to the mall after and basically did nothing.
I bought starbucks, that's about it.
Then we went back to bri's and played pop 5 with mike and his boyfriend.
Then we went home.
On Saturday I worked and then I went to Kohls to get stuff for the Holiday Ball, which is this thing at my college, kinda like a prom.
Anyway, later on that night I get ready, and my dad called me a slut so I cried lmao.
Anyway I went, ate, danced while sitting.
Then on Sunday, Jamie somehow got me to go bowling.
I have no idea how, but she did.
Now I like bowling, and no longer am afraid of it.
Monday I went to class and then came home and I dont remember what I did.
Tuesday I went to class, then to work, then I took benydryl because I got really bad allergies.
And today, I went to class, work. I"m pissed off at my bank.
That's about it.

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Pointless to post

  • Nov. 28th, 2007 at 11:25 PM
meeee

So today my alarm went off late...like 10:00 late.
Which means I missed Music in Western Civ with one of my favorite professors, which sucks, but I guess I needed the sleep.
I ended up actually getting up at around 10:30 and I just got ready for my next class, with a professor that I didn't like as much as first, but now I really can't complain, she's actually pretty cool, and I feel bad that I rated her as a bad professor. =[
After my class with her, I had a long talk with her about Italy.
She actually met the pope, and that's pretty cool.
I wish I actually met the pope, it would make my life.
She got to kiss his ring, both the current pope and the old pope.
Then I went to my class after that and everyone is sick in that class, including me, so basically we're all gonna die =D
After my classes I went to get a copy of my social security card for my bank, because they're stupid.
BUT no one could take me and I was like oh shit they might freeze my account, but they aren't anymore cause I fixed everything.
Anyways after I got the copy, I went to the SGA meeting, then I went to work and then I left work right after I got there so that Danielle could take me to the bank, then I fixed everything with my account, and went back to work.
Yeah...nothing really happened today.
I saw this cute boy at Kohl's in Deer Park, but that's about it.
This was a pointless entry.

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Today was pretty sucky..

  • Nov. 27th, 2007 at 6:38 PM
meeee

I only had one class today, so I thought that it would be a relief.
Not so much.
It seemed like the class was dragging, and I definately almost fell asleep a few times.
Mostly because the lights were off throughout the whole class, and my professor was explaining things to other people and I already understood.  So it was boring.
Anyway after class I went to the bank.
My bank is always giving me problems, it's not cool.
Well I went there because they had the wrong soc. sec. number so I went there to change it.
BUT they needed my card, and I have no idea where my card is, and neither does my mom.
So basically I have to get a whole new card and wait 10-14 days until I get it.
If they close my account, I'm going to be VERY angry.
But the bank caused me to be late for work, which makes me not get paid much.
I need a new job.
I think the only good thing about today was that I got to wear my new sweatshirt.
Oh yeah tons of fun.
That's all for today, hopefully tomorrow will be better.
Love,
X

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So this is meant for Monday...

  • Nov. 27th, 2007 at 12:33 AM
meeee
This journal entry was meant for monday but I fell asleep and didnt wake up for five hours. =]
Best nap ever.
And possibly the best day ever.
Today I had classes like normal but they were pretty much dragging, and I HATE when my classes drag.
It sucks.
But thankfully I didn't have work today.
ANYWAYS, I got home and decided to check my myspace and MATTHEW LUSH commented me.
It made me so amazingly happy.
For instance, my back was hurting and then as soon as I read the comment my back magically stopped hurting.
So basically he's magic.
Then I went to go get a dress at Macy's, it's really pretty.
It's blue and silver, I like it =].
I also got a Wizard Of Oz sweatshirt, which is amazing, but I have to pay my mom back once I get paid =[
Then I got home, ate dinner, took the best nap ever, and woke up at 11, and finally I remembered to update this.
Anyway, expect an update from me later tonight.
Well tomorrow, but technically tonight.
You get it.
Love,
X
 

Another weird day.

  • Nov. 25th, 2007 at 9:14 PM
meeee
Why the hell are my days always weird?
Seriously, why? 
So today I was supposed to wake up early just so I could get a dress and be back in time to hang out with Cassie and Colleen.
BUT I ended up waking up at around 12:30ish and I didnt go and get my dress until 1:30ish.
So basically at 1:30 I went to go get my dress.
My dad decided to take me to Kohl's.
He picked out some dresses, I tried them on and they looked slutty hahaha.
So I didnt get a dress today, but I did make fun of my dad for picking out slutty dresses.
He's taking me to the mall either tomorrow or tuesday.
But the rest of my day pretty much sucked.
I didnt do anything.
Oh I went to 7-11 and the creepy boy who works there rung me up.
I had to endure that twice in one day.
Scary.
He always tries to flirt, and he does this thing with the bags and he always drops my stuff.
WHEN WILL HE LEARN?!?!?!
He's creepy and my friends, my sister, and myself have no interest in him.
7-11 has done me so many wrongs in one day, first the creepy guy, then my sandwich.
I ate some of it, and then found out that it was bad, it sucked.
You have no idea.
I wanted to not kill myself.
Then after I interviewed David from Theodore Grimm, you guys should check them out they're pretty good, but I totally spazzed throughout the whole interview.
Anyways the only thing that really cheered me up today was this picture of my nephew.
http://tinypic.com/view.php?pic=86fccw1&s=1
Yep that's my nephew, a cross eyed dog named finn.
Well that's all for today, maybe I'll update tomorrow =]

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Weird day.

  • Nov. 24th, 2007 at 10:55 PM
meeee
So firstly I'd like to say that I did not create this live journal willingly!
It was Jamie, Caitlin, and Amber who peered pressured me into it.
Then again I didn't put up much of a fight either.
Honestly I feel that if you're reading this, you have no life, because I don't have a life either, but I guess this is a good thing to help me get my anger out.
Anyway I'll just tell you what I did today.
Woke up.
Watched TV with Cassie.
Cassie left.
Went online until around 6.
Then I remembered that I had to get a dress for the Holiday ball.
Now the holiday ball is kind of like a prom for my college, I didn't have to pay so I figured, "Hey! Why not?"
Well that was a stupid idea.
I dont really enjoy dances, I probably won't know half of the people who are going to be there, and now I have to find a dress.
I like dress shopping, but it's hard cause I have a weird body shape.
I'm tiny, but my boobs are way to big for my body.
So therefore I have to get a bigger size that way my boobs don't squish.
ANYWAYS, I remembered and since I don't have a license I made my dad take me.
We went, didn't find anything, so now I have to do it all tomorrow.
We did however get two birthday presents for my little cousin Elizabeth...her birthday was in September.
We're extremely late on that one, huh?
We got her a robotic dog that drinks and lifts his leg up and pees, and we got her a doodle bear.
Doodle bears never washed out for me, and my dad said that it wasn't our problem if it washed out on her, so sucks for her parents.
Once we got home I had absolutely nothing to do, until I got a call from Jamie.
Jamie, Caitlin, and Amber came over my house and we talked about many educational things.
Like maggots, how if you want to make a penis pinata you dont use a condom as a mold, blow up dolls, and banana shaped vibrators.
So that was my day, maybe I'll post something tomorrow =]




 

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